Cheering from the sidelines
By Jennifer McClure
The brunette, 13-year-old cheerleader spent the 100-mile
trips home from the hospital nauseous; the radiation always had that effect on
Carly dreamed of life in high school, turning 16 and getting
her driver’s license. More than anything, she wanted to be a cheerleader for
Peru (Ind.) High School — just like her older sister Elise.
But unlike most of her friends, these dreams wouldn’t come
true for her.
During seventh grade, seizures, severe headaches and vision
problems began to plague Carly; early in the spring semester, an MRI revealed a
brain tumor encompassed her left optic nerve.
Carly’s diagnosis came just a little more than a year after
her dad, Randall Hiers, became a Christian and her mom, Valerie, renewed her
relationship with Christ.
“Being a new Christian, it was all kind of new to me, but I
knew we had to have faith,” Randall says. “From the beginning I just pretty
much told Val, ‘However this goes, this has to be a God-thing. God has to be
lifted up in this, no matter what.’ ”
Carly underwent radiation treatments during the first year,
but nearly two years after the initial diagnosis she could no longer bear
living with the pain — which she rarely rated below 8 on a 10-degree
Though the doctors would most certainly have to sever her
left optic nerve in order to remove the tumor, blinding her left eye, Carly
chose to have the tumor removed.
“The night before we left for Boston,” Valerie says, “I
stood on our back deck by myself looking at the stars. As I prayed and cried, I
told the Lord that she was His child first, and I knew He loved her even more
than we did and that we were continuing to stand on His promises.”
Carly’s tumor was removed during an 11-hour surgery March 7,
2006, at Children’s Hospital in Boston. Though the doctors did have to sever
her left optic nerve, the surgery went well. Carly remained stable throughout
the procedure and lost minimal blood.
It seemed Carly was in the clear. But on June 7 an MRI scan
revealed a second tumor, this time encompassing Carly’s right optic nerve.
“We were crushed,” Randall says. “We just thought we were
going to have to go through it all again.”
By December the doctors began to strongly encourage Carly to
start radiation treatments, treatments that just two years before had made life
miserable. She was still suffering after-effects of those first treatments,
including hypothyroidism and adrenal insufficiency. Carly was set against
undergoing any treatment for the second tumor, a decision her parents
“When we decided we weren’t going to go through any
radiation, we just left it in God’s hands,” Randall says. “It was faith from
that point on and trying to have a positive attitude.”
Every three months Carly went in for an MRI scan, each time
confirming the tumor’s presence.
Until last summer.
Carly was unable to regularly attend church during her
illness, but May 27, 2007, she went with her parents to their home church,
Calvary Temple (AG) in Peru. At the end of the service, Pastor Kevin Palmer
asked Carly, her parents and church elders to come forward for special prayer
Carly personalized God’s promise to exiled Israel in
Jeremiah 29:11 — to prosper, not to harm, those who trust Him. She
remembered God is the Great Physician. Carly says she believed God would heal
On June 7, 2007, exactly a year after its discovery, the MRI
scans no longer showed any evidence of a second tumor.
“With all of our hearts we expected God to heal Carly,”
Valerie says. “But we knew Carly’s healing might not be this side of heaven,
and that truly was the hardest thing to turn over to Him.”
To date, there have been no signs of tumors.
Carly continues to battle headaches, mostly due to
eyestrain. She deals with fatigue from the adrenal insufficiency. Though life
in high school didn’t turn out as she had expected, some dreams have been
easier than others to let go.
“I got over not being able to drive really quick —
especially with gas prices the way they are,” Carly says. “Plus, now I get
chauffeured around by my friends.”
Now 17 and a junior at Peru High School, Carly watches the
cheerleading squad from the sidelines. She says she can’t help sometimes but
think she was supposed to be down there. She wonders how different her life
would be if she had never had cancer, if she were not blind in one eye, if she
had energy to live life at the same fast pace as her friends.
But regardless of how different her life is now from what
she had once expected, she is grateful to be back in school full time —
“I don’t take life for granted, that is for sure,” Carly
says. “And I have a much closer relationship with the Lord. I’m not afraid to
share with my friends what He means to me.”
JENNIFER McCLURE is assistant editor of Today’s Pentecostal
Evangel and blogs at Going Up? (jmcclure.agblogger.org).
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