Racing in the wrong direction
For this drag racer, living in the fast lane nearly cost him
By Court Durkalski
From my days as an altar boy and all the way through high
school, no one would have looked at me and said, “That’s a bad kid.” Raised by
strict parents, I was taught the value of hard work, honor and dedication.
But upon graduating from high school my life took a
dangerous detour. I moved into my own apartment and started hanging out with a
group of people who consumed lots of alcohol and used drugs.
About that same time, my father bought a company, Truline
Industries, that manufactured jet parts. The Ohio-based company proved to be highly
lucrative, so I started working there and was paid more money than most kids my
age. I used the money to buy alcohol and cars, including a supercharged
Corvette I raced at a local drag strip.
After my parents bought me a “funny car,” I began racing on
the National Hot Rod Association circuit. As with most professional sports,
there were lots of drugs and women around as temptations.
I was truly living in the fast lane. For four years, I flew
all over the country to compete in drag races. In each city, I stayed in
expensive hotels and hopped from one nightclub to another in Lamborghinis and
Ferraris. When I look back now, it is sad how much money I wasted. My cocaine
habit alone was costing me $1,000 per week.
Finally my self-indulgent lifestyle, alcoholism and
deception caught up with me: I lost my marriage. Regardless of a painful
divorce, I continued using drugs and lusting after every deviant thing the
world had to offer.
In 1987 I paid a visit to a travel agent, intending to book
a vacation to any place where the parties lasted through the night. Instead,
the attractive travel agent invited me to accompany her on a cruise to the
Caribbean. I was afraid of getting caught with cocaine in another country, so I
convinced myself not to take any of the substance with me. On the cruise and
temporarily off drugs, I began to see my life with greater clarity, suddenly
realizing I needed to do everything possible to reconcile with the woman who
had been my fiancee.
Upon returning from the cruise, it occurred to me that God
might help me get my fiancee back. In an attempt to earn His help, I went to a
bookstore and bought three versions of the Bible and began reading them in
parallel fashion. By the time I had read from Genesis to the Book of John, I
knew I was lost and needed salvation. Alone in my living room, I confessed my
sin, surrendered my life to Jesus and made Him my Lord and Savior. That day I
was also supernaturally delivered from cocaine and alcohol.
The years of never being satisfied and always seeking more
pleasure instantly came to an end. The void in my life was replaced by a deep
love for God. The distractions in my life — such as Porsches and parties
— also faded in importance. I just knew I needed more of Jesus.
A few days later I heard that a former defensive end for the
Detroit Lions and Cleveland Browns, Bill Glass, was holding an evangelistic
crusade. I attended the first night, and then invited my father to come the
second night. At the close of the service, he rededicated his life to Christ. My
mother, who seldom left the house due to some emotional issues, agreed to join
us for the final night of the crusade. It was one of the greatest miracles I
have ever witnessed when she stood to her feet and responded to the altar call
in front of 5,000 people.
In God’s providence, that night we met Pastor Stefan
Sawczak, who was planting an Assemblies of God church near our home. My father
offered to donate land to him if he ever wanted to build a church. In the
meantime, my father said, the congregation of Chester Christian Center could
meet at our company’s facility.
Shortly after my conversion, I sensed God was calling me
into the ministry. With Pastor Stefan’s mentoring, living for God and knowing
Him became my mission in life. After my fiancee rejected my efforts to
reconcile, the Lord began to speak to me about attending Bible college. The
next semester I enrolled at Valley Forge Christian College.
VFCC was a life-changing educational and spiritual
experience. The chapel services and classroom opportunities helped shape me
into a true follower of Christ. While attending the college, I also met Amy, a
godly woman who became my wife.
During my senior year at VFCC, my family suffered a
devastating tragedy: My younger brother, Dean, was killed by a drunken driver.
We were still dealing with the pain of his passing when my father asked me to
consider coming back to Truline Industries to help him run the company. At
first, it didn’t seem to make sense because I was preparing for a preaching
ministry. In time, however, it became apparent the company was the pulpit God
had for me. In time my father turned the reins of the business over to me as
Today, as a husband and father of two teenage boys, I
realize my family is my most important congregation. I must model Christlike
principles to both my family and my employees. In other words, how I live my
life must be a reflection of what I preach. As a business leader, I must
demonstrate that I value relationships more than financial statements. Some
companies say, “Leave your problems at home.” Here, we say, “Bring your
problems in –– we want to pray with you and point you to principles
that can help you overcome.”
I have grown to see work as worship. We honor God by how we
conduct ourselves at work and how we run our businesses. Too often people try
to leave God out of the workplace. That’s where we spend a significant amount
of our time. God needs to reign over that part of our lives, too. We should
look forward to coming to work because of the opportunities God gives us to
glorify Him in the marketplace.
There were many years when church was not a part of my life.
For that reason, today the church is huge for me. It’s not a building or an
organization; it’s the body of Christ working and praying together to further
the Kingdom. What an amazing privilege to experience God’s grace together in a
God’s grace accepted me as I was. I tell the men I teach at
Teen Challenge that if God can forgive me, He can forgive them. I was as far
away from God as a person can get, but He found me. I was running with the rich
and famous and on a continual quest for pleasure, but God never gave up on me.
He knew there was coming a day when I would recognize that without Him in my
life I was going nowhere fast.
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