When a soldier doesn’t come home
By John W. Kennedy
Kimberly Taylor had been dating Josh Rath for five years.
The couple originally planned to wed this month — before the Army
extended Rath’s deployment in Afghanistan another year.
Rath, who already had been stationed in Germany, Kuwait and
Iraq, didn’t want Taylor to have to move from place to place as a military
wife. So when he returned home on leave last December, the couple decided to
delay their wedding until June 2010. By then he would be discharged and the
couple could settle down.
That wedding will never take place. On Jan. 8, less than
three weeks after returning to Afghanistan and only nine days before his 23rd
birthday, Rath died in a marketplace bombing.
“We were completely devoted to one another; we had all these
plans,” says 24-year-old Taylor, Rath’s first and only girlfriend. “Now I feel
so empty. There’s a pain in my soul. He was the most kindhearted, selfless man
I’ve ever met.”
Rath’s family members also experience that emptiness, an
emptiness felt by more than 4,900 American families who have lost a relative in
Afghanistan or Iraq. Although the burden eases a bit as the months go by, the
Rath family and Taylor still are stricken at times with a profound sadness
because of the life that has been taken from them.
“He was a soldier, he was a hero,” says Taylor, who manages
a group home for autistic children. “But he was more than that. He was a really
good Christian man who lived his life to the fullest.”
“Life is not always measured by its duration, but its
donation,” says George Sawyer, pastor of Calvary Assembly of God, the church
the Rath family attends in Decatur, Ala. “Josh served the Lord, he had an
impact on friends, and his life had purpose and significance.”
Josh was one of five children, the oldest of three sons born
to Leroy and Darlene Rath. Loved ones are grateful that he didn’t have a
lingering, excruciating death. The concussion blast killed him instantly. It
didn’t leave any external wounds, allowing for an open casket at the funeral.
His death struck praying family and friends especially hard
because Josh already had escaped two close brushes with death in Iraq related
to nearby improvised explosive device bombs. In the last incident, a sergeant
friend sitting next to him bled to death after an explosion blew his legs off.
Those who knew Josh well use the same adjectives to describe
him: generous, loving, caring, competitive, good-natured, athletic, sociable,
daring. He joined the Army after graduating from high school in 2004 because he
felt a duty to serve. In four years, he rose rapidly through six ranks from
private to staff sergeant.
“This young man understood the dangers,” says Sawyer, who
founded Calvary Assembly of God 28 years ago. “He considered it to be worth the
risk. He died in a noble cause, protecting us, including those who disagree
with war. We’re safer because of his heroism.”
Yet Sawyer, 55, says such a violent tragic death of a
beloved young soldier is difficult to endure, even for people of faith, such as
Josh’s 56-year-old father, a dock operator at a petroleum chemical plant.
“I couldn’t have asked for a better son who loved the Lord,”
says Leroy, who also has experienced the death of his mother and a brother.
“When a son dies, there is so much more of a hurt and sadness. There’s nowhere
else to turn but to Jesus.”
Darlene says God equipped the family the night before the
killing at a powerful Wednesday night prayer service. “Pastor prayed for a
steadfast spirit for the congregation, and that prepared us for the news of the
next day,” she says.
Josh was on a dismounted foot patrol scouting when a suicide
bomber in Maywand, Afghanistan, detonated a device that killed Josh, another
soldier and three civilians.
Josh’s body didn’t arrive back in Alabama for a week, adding
to the grief. Yet Sawyer says an overriding sense of God’s peace pervaded the
“Fellow soldiers told me they looked to Josh as a leader
always concerned with the welfare of people for whom he was responsible,” says
Sawyer, who officiated at the service attended by 1,000 mourners.
Onlookers lined both sides of the highway on the snowy day,
waving American flags as the funeral procession made its way from the church to
Josh’s outgoing personality allowed him to make friends with
Christians and non-Christians alike.
“He lived his faith,” Darlene says. “He thought loving
people was the most important thing.” She notes that 10 of Josh’s friends told
her they considered her son their best friend.
The tenderhearted Josh enjoyed lavishing presents upon his
friends and relatives, especially younger sister Julia, now 13. When he came
home on leave he brought expensive gifts such as an American Girl doll or a
Vera Bradley purse.
“He would act tough and cool, but I saw him take off that
big, tough shell,” Julia said at the funeral.
Darlene, who postponed plans to return to college to obtain
a special education degree because of Josh’s death, says she takes comfort in
Jesus’ example of living a relatively short 33 years on earth.
“If Jesus had lived a year longer, He would have healed many
more people, He would have done so much more good,” says Darlene, 53. “But it
was His time. He had finished the work He had to do. I’m grateful for the life
Josh had, and the time I had with him.”
Taylor, who graduated in 2007 with a psychology degree from
the University of Alabama, plans to attend graduate school in Chicago in
preparation for a career as a psychologist. That’s what Josh wanted, she says.
Taylor, who continues to visit Josh’s grave almost every day, says spending
extended time with members of the Rath family following the tragedy has
strengthened her faith in God.
“I’m just trying to get through one day at a time,” she
says. “This is something I will never recover from. I can look to the Lord, and
His guidance will comfort me, but the pain and sorrow will never cease.”
Darlene says she copes by journaling a lot and talking to
friends. “People at church have been holding us up in prayer,” she says.
Darlene advises parents to cherish the years they have with their young
“The night I had to sit up all night and hold Josh because
he had an earache, I wouldn’t trade for anything,” she says. “Every day we have
with little ones is a gift.”
Still, she keeps an eternal perspective.
“When I look to the future, I’m tempted to say it’s too bad
Josh isn’t here to enjoy this,” she says. “But Josh isn’t missing anything,
because he is with the Lord.”
JOHN W. KENNEDY is news editor of Today’s Pentecostal
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